At Riverbend Elementary the gym glowed with lights and music, and fathers danced awkwardly with daughters who laughed freely, and joy filled the room in a way that made my chest ache. Near the refreshment table stood Tiffany Blake, the PTA president who wore efficiency like armor and sympathy like performance.
She smiled at us and said, “You made it,” in a tone that meant something else entirely, and Katie pressed closer to me. Tiffany said, “I’m glad you both could come,” and that word both hung in the air like a warning I should have heeded.
Katie eventually slipped away to stand near the doors, saying, “Just in case he comes and cannot find me,” and I let her go because grief had taught her to watch doors. I stood nearby and watched her body change every time the doors opened, hope rising and falling quietly like a practiced motion.
After too long I moved to bring her back, but Tiffany reached her first and spoke in a bright controlled voice that carried too easily. She said, “Sweetheart you look a little out of place standing here alone,” and Katie answered, “I’m waiting, my dad might come,” with a softness that broke something in me.