I hauled myself up with both arms, pushed my shoulders through, twisted sideways, and dragged my body across the sill. My broken leg caught and I nearly screamed loud enough to wake the dead. Then I was over, falling gracelessly into the wet backyard grass.
For a long moment I lay there gasping, cheek pressed into dirt, the stars spinning above me.
I had no phone. No wallet. No shoes. No coat. No identification. Nothing except a broken leg, a rusted can opener still clenched in one hand, and the knowledge that I was outside the Miller house.
Free and not yet safe are not the same thing, but they are cousins.
The nearest lit porch belonged to a widow named Mrs. Peterson who lived next door and had once tried to make conversation with me over the fence before Susan called me inside as if I were a child wandering off.
Thirty feet separated me from that porch.
It might as well have been thirty miles.
I started crawling.
Gravel bit my knees. Damp grass soaked my pajama pants. The broken leg dragged a crooked path behind me through the dew. More than once I thought I heard a door open and froze, but the house behind me remained still.