Inside, if memory served, was an old rusted can opener.
I crawled inch by inch across the tile.
When I reached the cabinets, my hands were slipping from sweat. I fumbled at the drawer handle twice before I got it open. Utensils rattled softly. Aluminum foil. Dead batteries. A broken whisk. The can opener gleamed dull silver in the moonlight coming through the small transom window above the back door.
I gripped it and looked up at that window.
Tiny. Old. Painted shut years ago and partly nailed.
Not impossible.
I used the can opener’s point like a pry bar, working at the softened wood around the frame, pulling one nail, then another. It took forever. Or maybe six minutes. Pain makes time fraudulent. My fingers split. I dropped the can opener twice. Each clang sounded to me like an alarm, but nobody came.
When the frame finally gave with a soft pop, cold night air spilled over my face.
The window was too small for comfort and too high for dignity, but terror is a remarkable engineer.