I sold the big house. It held too many memories, too many dark corners where Lily had suffered. We moved to a small, bright apartment near a park.

The physical recovery was slow, but the emotional one was much more complex. During the first month at home, Lily hid food. I would find cookies in her shoes, pieces of sandwiches in her dresser drawers, apples under her pillow. Every time I found hidden food, I didn’t scold her. I simply hugged her and said, “There will always be more. It will never run out.”

One night, I woke up at 3 a.m. to a noise in the kitchen. I tiptoed over and saw Lily. She was standing in front of the open refrigerator, bathed in artificial light. Her hands, still scarred and red, were clutching a carton of milk. She was trembling. When she saw me, she dropped the carton. The milk spilled all over the floor. Lily immediately cowered, covering her head with her hands, bracing for the impact. Bracing for the scream. Bracing for the boiling water. “I’m sorry! I’m sorry! I’ll clean it up!” she screamed hysterically.