I folded the letter and slid it into an envelope.

I wrote his address on the front.

I did not put a stamp on it.

Instead, I placed it in the fireproof box next to the deed to a house I no longer owned and a college letter that belonged to a version of us that no longer existed.

Some conversations you have out loud.

Some you have just to hear yourself say what you’ve learned.

Spring came back around slowly, the way it always does, like it’s testing whether the world is ready for color again.

I was walking downtown one Saturday, enjoying the rare feeling of not having anywhere to be, when I saw them.

Molina first.

She was coming out of a children’s bookstore, a reusable bag over one arm, her hair pulled back in a way I’d never seen before—less styled, more rushed.

Beside her, a little girl held her hand.

She had Caleb’s eyes.

She was talking a mile a minute about something, pointing at the window display, at the dog tied up outside, at a bus rolling past.

Behind them, juggling a coffee and a diaper bag, was my son.

Time slowed.

I stood half‑hidden behind the awning of a café, heart pounding in my throat.

I could’ve called out.