I folded the letter and slid it into an envelope.
I wrote his address on the front.
I did not put a stamp on it.
Instead, I placed it in the fireproof box next to the deed to a house I no longer owned and a college letter that belonged to a version of us that no longer existed.
Some conversations you have out loud.
Some you have just to hear yourself say what you’ve learned.
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Spring came back around slowly, the way it always does, like it’s testing whether the world is ready for color again.
I was walking downtown one Saturday, enjoying the rare feeling of not having anywhere to be, when I saw them.
Molina first.
She was coming out of a children’s bookstore, a reusable bag over one arm, her hair pulled back in a way I’d never seen before—less styled, more rushed.
Beside her, a little girl held her hand.
She had Caleb’s eyes.
She was talking a mile a minute about something, pointing at the window display, at the dog tied up outside, at a bus rolling past.
Behind them, juggling a coffee and a diaper bag, was my son.
Time slowed.
I stood half‑hidden behind the awning of a café, heart pounding in my throat.
I could’ve called out.