I spent a month traveling through the small towns of the Appalachian mountains and staying in quiet inns where the morning mist clung to the trees. I thought a lot about my father and the letters he had left behind in a locked box in our old attic.

He had died when I was twenty, but he had always seen the truth of our family more clearly than anyone else. “You have a heart that wants to fix the world, Joanna, but some people will only love you for the repairs you make,” he had once told me.

I realized that I had been trying to fix my family for seven years with money and silence. I had hoped that if I made their lives perfect, they would finally have enough room in their hearts to see me as a person.

When I returned to Raleigh, I learned that Sienna and Brett were forced to sell their house and move into a smaller rental in a less prestigious neighborhood. Justin had to take a second job to cover his daughter’s private school tuition because the education fund was gone.