Tracy laughed and pushed the turkey dish closer to her own children, then she added in a tone that sounded falsely kind, “You can have more potatoes, Miles, because you already had pizza at your dad’s place this week and you are not missing anything important tonight.”

Miles nodded quickly as if agreeing would make the moment disappear, and he answered softly, “Yeah, it’s okay.”

I looked around the table and waited for someone to object or even frown, but nobody spoke and the silence stretched like an invisible rope around the room. My mother cleared her throat as though she might say something, yet Tracy interrupted with a brittle smile.

“Relax, Mom,” Tracy said while waving her hand casually. “It was just a joke and he knows we love him.”

That word joke always worked the same way in my family because it tried to cover cruelty with a thin layer of perfume. People shifted in their chairs and someone clinked a glass against another, then the conversation lurched forward as though nothing had happened at all.