Miles froze with his small plate still half extended toward the platter, his hand hanging uncertainly in the air while his ears slowly turned pink. His gaze drifted down to the tablecloth decorated with tiny orange leaves, the one my mother only brought out for holidays she wanted to look perfect.

He did not protest or say the words that would have been painfully simple. He did not say that he belonged there.

He simply pulled his plate back little by little and stared at the lonely scoop of mashed potatoes already sitting on it while swallowing hard. A hot pressure filled the back of my eyes and tightened across my ribs as if someone had wrapped a strap around my chest and started pulling it tighter.

My first instinct was to stand up immediately, flip the table over, and throw the entire turkey against the wall so that every person present would be forced to face what had just happened. Instead I forced myself to remain completely still because the boy beside me needed calm more than he needed rage.