That night, after understanding what had happened, I packed a duffel bag with clothes and a laptop and five hundred dollars saved from babysitting. I walked out of the house without a goodbye. No one came after me. No one called to ask where I was going or whether I was safe. I was eighteen years old and I was alone and something in me made a quiet vow that I was never going to let them own me again.
I moved into a cramped apartment near campus and shared it with two strangers to split the rent. I enrolled anyway. I worked three jobs: waitressing, stocking shelves, tutoring high school students in math. There were nights I was too tired to eat and weeks I lived on instant noodles and coffee, stretching every dollar as far as it would reach. I pinned my acceptance letter to the wall above my mattress like a promise I was making to myself and renewed every morning.
I graduated at the top of my class.