That was the first time I understood with complete clarity something that would shape the next eighteen years of my life: my parents did not see my future as mine. They saw it as a component that could be removed and reassigned when Philip required it. I was not a daughter with a life. I was a resource with a name.
They did not ask.
They transferred the money. They signed the paperwork. They promised repayment once the business found its footing, and that promise floated away and vanished the way every promise in my family did, with no ceremony and no acknowledgment that it had ever been made.
The construction company collapsed within a year. Bad contracts, bad decisions, no accountability. My father blamed the economy. Philip blamed his partners. My mother blamed bad luck. No one mentioned that they had dismantled my future to fund something that required no competence and produced no results.
They never mentioned paying me back.
Not once.
Not ever.