I hired a cleaning crew. I hired a contractor to assess and repair the damage. When the work was done, I put the house up for rent. The income would service the loan I had taken to purchase it and the remainder would go directly into Dylan’s college fund. Not generosity. Conversion. I was turning their chaos into my child’s future, which seemed like the most fitting possible use of it.
My parents moved into a small apartment across town. My father’s health remained fragile. My mother took part-time work at a grocery store. My father did bookkeeping for a local business. Philip moved in with them, still pursuing whatever he was pursuing.
For the first time in their lives they were required to stand on their own.
I blocked their numbers. Deleted their voicemails. Unfollowed my mother’s social media. The comments from strangers who had seen her video lingered at the edges of my thoughts occasionally, the people who had called me heartless without knowing anything, but I had to keep returning to the same reminder: those people knew a story. I knew what had happened.
My mother was good at stories.
I was good at reality.