My mother was staring at her plate. Her hands were in her lap, and I could see them shaking from across the table. My father’s jaw was clenched so tight I could see the muscles working under his skin, but his mouth stayed shut. Uncle Ray looked like he wanted to crawl under the table. Toby was studying his cranberry sauce with the intensity of a man trying to disappear.
Nobody defended me.
Eight people at that table, and not a single one of them opened their mouth. The word sat there like a bruise forming in real time.
Leech.
My own sister. In front of my parents, my uncle, my cousin, my brother-in-law, and his commanding officer. She called me a leech, and the room agreed by staying silent.
Colonel O’Neal had been eating quietly through the entire exchange. He hadn’t reacted when Amanda spoke. He hadn’t reacted when Jake laughed. His fork had paused mid-bite, but that was the only indication that he’d heard anything at all.
Now he set his fork down slowly, deliberately, the way a man does when he’s about to say something he expects to be heard.
And he looked at me.