She turned to Jake, loud enough for the entire table to hear, and said, “She’s a leech. Lives off my parents. Contributes nothing.”
The table went quiet. Not the comfortable quiet of people chewing. The airless, suffocating quiet of people who just heard something they can’t take back and can’t respond to.
I looked at Amanda. She didn’t flinch. She didn’t look embarrassed or regretful. She held my gaze with the confidence of someone who believed she’d finally said what everyone had been thinking for years. Her chin was up. Her wine glass was steady in her hand. She meant it.
Jake laughed. A short, sharp bark of a laugh, the kind that’s meant to signal agreement without committing to its own sentence.
Then he said, “Yeah, must be nice having no real job.”
I set my fork down carefully. I placed it on the edge of my plate, parallel to the knife, the way my father taught me when I was six. I didn’t say anything. I didn’t trust myself to speak without my voice breaking. And I was not going to give Amanda that. Not tonight. Not in front of Colonel Douglas O’Neal.