Her voice was louder this time. I was close enough to catch fragments.
“Mom is freaking out… the mortgage… what is Lauren doing?… She can’t just—”
Ryan waited for the stream to slow.
Then, evenly: “Maybe you should help her, then.”
Silence on the other end.
The specific silence of someone who has never been asked to carry anything and doesn’t know what the weight feels like.
“That’s not—I can’t, Ryan. I’m going through a really hard time right now and—”
“I understand. But Lauren’s busy.”
He hung up. Set the phone on the counter. Went back to loading the dishwasher.
I loved him so much in that moment I almost forgot to count something.
Ashley’s text arrived twenty minutes later. Not to Ryan. To me.
The one she’d been composing since the call ended, every word chosen for maximum guilt and minimum self-awareness.
Lauren, this is so unfair. I’m going through a really hard time and you’re going to let Mom lose her house? After everything she’s done for us? I can’t believe you’re being this selfish. Call Mom.
I read it twice.
The second time I counted the words.
Forty-three.