Around five, the sunlight turned warm and golden. I called her over. She slipped her tiny hand into mine, still talking about a squirrel she insisted had waved at her.
And then everything shattered.
An engine roared behind us—too loud, too close. I turned instinctively. A black pickup truck was speeding straight toward the sidewalk. The driver was slumped over the wheel, completely out of control.
I screamed.
There was no time to think. I shoved Lily with everything I had.
It wasn’t enough.
The truck clipped me and sent her flying. I watched her small body lift into the air before crashing onto the pavement with a sound I will never forget. Time stopped.
I ran to her. Blood poured from the back of her head. She wasn’t moving.
“Call 911!” I screamed.
The ambulance ride felt endless. I held her hand, whispering over and over, “Mommy’s here… please stay with me.”
At the hospital, they rushed her away. Thirty minutes later, the doctor came out, his face serious.
“She has a traumatic brain injury with internal bleeding,” he said. “We need to operate immediately.”
I signed the forms without feeling my hands.
At 7 p.m., my daughter was in surgery.
And I was alone.
That’s when I called my mother.