When Maya took the stand, she told the court she remembered the smell of the room most of all and that she knew she was next. The defense attorney tried to say I was influential and angry, but Maya told him I influenced her to stay alive by teaching her how to hide food.

During the next recess, I saw our old pastor step away from my mother when she tried to reach for him, finally realizing she had lost her audience. When court resumed, I took the stand and told everyone about the chore charts, the titles, and the kneeling on uncooked rice in the laundry room.

I explained that my mother was not passive but pleased by the violence and that I stole the car because they would have let my sister die. The defense tried to paint me as a rebel, but I told the judge I was capable of breaking rules to save a life.

Judge Sterling announced a one hour recess before ruling, and I sat in the hallway feeling the old fear that the truth might not be enough for the law. Maya sat beside me with her leg bouncing while we waited to see if the adults in the room would finally do the right thing.