Naomi is not your enemy. If she says run, run. If she says sign, sign. If she says don’t look for me, then please—for Ethan and Lily—don’t.
I signed the house over because it was the only thing I could still save. The money too. It isn’t enough, but it’s something.
Tell Ethan I saw that winning pitch, even though he thought I missed it. Tell Lily I still have the paper crown she made me last spring.
Tell them nothing if that’s better. Tell them I was weak. Tell them I was sick. Tell them I loved them. That one is true enough to survive any version of the story.
There are things a man breaks that apologies can’t repair.
If there is any mercy left for me, let my leaving be the first thing that finally keeps you safe.
Ryan
Claire read the letter three times. The first time she trembled. The second time she got angry all over again. The third time she folded inward like a building learning too late its foundation had cracked years ago.
At six in the morning Ethan came downstairs in dinosaur pajamas and found her still at the table.
“Mom?”
She looked up too fast. “Hey, baby.”
“Did you sleep?”
“A little.”
He studied her. “You’re lying.”
A bitter smile touched her mouth. “Maybe.”