By the time we reached the Seaport, it was past midnight. Rain had slicked the streets into dark mirrors. The harbor beyond the glass was black and reflective, the city lights breaking across it in long, restless ribbons. My apartment—no, my home, I corrected silently—sat thirty-seven floors up, full of warm lamps, oak flooring, books left in slightly careless stacks, a wool throw across the sofa, and the accumulated evidence of a life arranged for actual living rather than display. Eleanor stepped inside, set her gloves on the kitchen counter, and looked slowly around as if confirming, at last, that I had really built a world there.
“You kept it warm,” she said.
I knew she did not mean the temperature.
My cheek had darkened to an angry red-violet by then. She saw it immediately. She did not fuss. She never did. She simply reached across the island and laid her hand over mine. “I am sorry I let it come to that point,” she said.
“You stopped it,” I replied.
Marcus, before leaving, set one last envelope on the counter. Thick cream paper. My name written across the front in Eleanor’s hand.
“Don’t open that tonight,” he said.
“What is it?” I asked.