The guard gave me that awkward, professional pity people wear when they realize they have just stepped into someone else’s tragedy.
“That’s Vanessa Hale. The CFO’s wife.”
I don’t remember breathing after that. I only remember the pounding of my heart, loud and brutal, as if the whole world had sealed shut and left me trapped inside my own chest.
“I need to see him,” I said.
“I can’t send you up without authorization.”
I looked at him and saw that he understood. That he knew he was standing in the middle of a disaster. Maybe he thought I would faint. Maybe he expected tears. I gave him neither.
“I’m here for an interview in Human Resources,” I lied.
He pointed me to the elevators. The second the doors closed, I hit the button for the eighth floor.
As I rose, I kept telling myself there had to be another explanation. A relative. Some absurd office misunderstanding. Something ridiculous. Anything except the truth I already knew and still refused to name. Forty years of marriage do not collapse in an elevator.
Or maybe they do.