The microphone gave a soft hum, and I could hear the rustle of programs as everyone leaned in to hear what I had to say. A baby began to cry in the back of the room before being ushered out, leaving a heavy silence in its wake.
I had originally planned to tell a lighthearted story about a fishing trip we took when I was a teenager. That was the safe version of the daughter who mourns her hero with charming anecdotes and a graceful smile.
Everyone would have cried a little, patted my shoulder at the reception, and moved on with their comfortable lives. But safety had been thrown out the window the moment I saw my emerald silk glowing in the front pew.
I looked at my father’s casket and decided that he deserved the truth more than Miles deserved my silence. “My father was a man who noticed every single detail that other people were too busy to see,” I began, my voice steadying.
“He could walk into a courtroom and tell if a witness was holding back just by the way they tapped their fingers on the stand. He could feel a storm coming across the ocean long before the clouds turned gray or the wind picked up speed.”