The television shifted from football to a war movie. Silverware clinked. Susan complained that the ribs were a little dry. Robert opened a second beer. Jake laughed at something one of them said—actually laughed, warm and easy, the same laugh I used to wait for when we were dating because it felt like sunlight. Now it sounded like a hinge creaking shut.
Every beat of my heart throbbed inside my ruined leg. I tried not to move. Moving made the pain sharpen into something metallic. Staying still made it spread and deepen until I thought I might dissolve into it.
At some point I began to shiver uncontrollably. The kitchen tile leeched heat from me. Sweat cooled on my skin. I was wearing thin cotton pajamas and one sock. My left foot had swollen until the sock dug cruelly into my ankle.
I called Jake’s name twice more before pride—or self-respect, or maybe just despair—finally shut my mouth.
No one came.
Instead I heard fragments of their conversation drifting in from the living room.
“Are you sure this is okay?” Robert asked at one point. There was unease in his voice, but only the kind weak men feel when cruelty becomes noisy.
“Dad, stop,” Jake said. “She needs a lesson.”