I turned my head toward her. “You think I’m protecting them. I’m not.”
She held my gaze for another second, then seemed to make a decision.
“There’s something else,” she said. “Mrs. Peterson—the woman who called 911—came by. She brought you this.”
From a drawer she pulled a cheap prepaid phone with a cracked blue case.
“She said she figured you might need a phone that no one can track.”
Tears sprang to my eyes so fast it embarrassed me.
Mrs. Peterson, who had barely known me. Mrs. Peterson, who had done in one night what my husband had failed to do in three years: treat me like a human life worth saving.
“Thank you,” I whispered.
Maria hesitated. “She also said… this isn’t the first time she’s heard screaming from that house.”
I looked down at my hands.
Of course it wasn’t.
After she left, I powered on the phone and stared at the blank contact list. My memory reached backward through years of not dialing certain numbers, years of pretending distance was maturity and silence was independence.
Then I typed my mother’s number from memory.
It rang five times.
“Hello?”
Her voice was thick with sleep and suspicion. California was three hours behind Ohio.
My throat closed.
“Mom.”