He never raised his voice. Never insulted me directly. He didn’t need to. The entire performance depended on appearing reasonable. Men like him understand that the most effective smear campaign is one that sounds like concern.
I attended one of those events by accident and left with my hands shaking.
It was a chamber mixer in a lodge farther down the valley, the kind of thing I forced myself to attend because running a place like Willow Creek meant being seen by the people who recommended destinations and organized retreats and sent paying groups up the mountain. I had barely taken off my coat when I heard my father’s voice behind me, warm and sorrowful as December.
“It’s just been so difficult,” he was saying to a small cluster of business owners. “Sophie’s had a hard life. She takes things personally. My mother, God rest her, was vulnerable at the end. We’re hoping not to make it ugly, but you know how these situations go.”
He saw me over the shoulder of a man from the rafting company.
For a fraction of a second, the mask slipped.
Then he smiled.