After Rachel took Mason upstairs to settle him in the guest room, the argument continued in smaller, uglier circles. Mom tried shame. Dad tried remorse. Mom accused me of dramatics. Dad said nobody intended permanent harm. Mom said Lily manipulated situations by crying. Dad said we were all under stress. Mom said I was punishing them because I’d always resented how close she and Rachel were. Dad asked whether we should really unravel everything over one note.
One note.
That phrasing almost made me laugh.
As if harm arrives measured by the number of pages it takes to express it. As if displacement is small because it was written in twelve lines on printer paper. As if the years leading to that note did not exist.
I said very little after that. One advantage of adulthood is realizing not every argument deserves your interior life. Sometimes people are not debating because they want truth. They are debating because they want your uncertainty back.