The days after Brandon left blurred together like watercolors in the rain. I went to work, came home, stared at the walls. I didn’t cry at first.
I think I was too shocked, too empty. It felt like someone had reached inside my chest and scooped out everything that made me human, leaving just a hollow shell that knew how to scan groceries and pour coffee.
Brandon’s lawyer sent papers two weeks later. I sat on the couch—our couch that I’d helped pay for—and read through the terms. I got nothing.
A tiny settlement of $15,000 «out of generosity.» No claim to the apartment, no claim to his retirement accounts or investments, no claim to anything we’d built together because, according to the legal words on the page, I hadn’t built anything. I’d just been there.
The lawyer’s letter used phrases like «no substantial financial contribution,» «lack of professional development during marriage,» and «equitable distribution based on individual assets.» Every phrase was a knife.
I looked at myself in the bathroom mirror that night. I was 28 years old, but looked older. My hands were permanently rough, the skin dry and cracked no matter how much lotion I used.