“Hi, sweetheart.”
No one sat at first.
Then Thomas spoke.
“I don’t want to make excuses. I’ve made them too long.”
Charlotte folded her arms.
“I hurt you,” he said. “I missed things that mattered. I let you keep hoping I would show up, and then I made you feel foolish for being disappointed. I let Victoria speak badly about you and your mother. I let her make Grandpa’s illness about inconvenience. And when Grandpa died, I was not where I should have been.”
His voice faltered.
“I am ashamed of the father I’ve been.”
Charlotte’s face crumpled, but she did not move toward him.
“I don’t know what you want me to say,” she whispered.
“Nothing. You don’t owe me comfort.”
That was when Eleanor saw Charlotte’s expression change. Not forgiveness, but surprise. Thomas had perhaps never before denied himself the comfort he wanted.
“I’m going to try to become someone you can trust,” he said. “I know that may take years. I know you may never fully trust me. But I’m going to try without asking you to pretend the past didn’t happen.”
Charlotte wiped her eyes.
“Grandpa waited for you,” she said. “At the hospital. He pretended he wasn’t, but he did.”
Thomas closed his eyes.
“I know.”
“He kept thinking you’d come.”