Denise stood in the center of the living room and took in the things she had always minimized: the shelves of technical reference books, the secondary monitor, the framed certifications on the wall, the entire organized life of a person whose work she had spent years treating as a hobby with billing.
“I didn’t realize,” Denise said.
“Didn’t realize what?”
“How serious your work is.” She swallowed. “Or how cruel he sounded. Maybe both.”
“You realized,” Leah said. “You just didn’t want to be the one to say anything.”
Denise flinched.
They stood in silence for a while. Then Denise sat and looked at her hands.
“Raymond’s been lying,” she said. “About his role. About what he knew. About money too, I think.” Her voice cracked. “I kept telling myself marriage takes adjustment, that he was proud and loud and old-fashioned, that if I kept the peace long enough things would settle.” A pause. “I was asking you to be small because I needed the night to go smoothly. But I was asking the wrong person.”
It was as close to a real apology as Denise was capable of. Leah recognized it and let it be imperfect.