Grief had not softened with time. It had simply been buried under schedules, flights, negotiations, and exhaustion. I had handed over my children to caretakers, then to a woman who seemed heaven sent at the time. Patricia Moore. Rebecca’s close friend. Attentive, graceful, endlessly patient. Or so I believed.

Patricia stepped into my life when everything felt broken. She organized the house, soothed Ava’s tears, stayed up with a newborn Lucas, and spoke to me with kindness when words felt impossible. Within a year, we were married. The world applauded the miracle. The widower saved. The children given a mother. Patricia played her role flawlessly. At charity dinners she spoke tenderly of the children. Staff praised her. I convinced myself that gratitude was love.

That night, as I closed my briefcase, a voice I had avoided began to rise. When was the last time you tucked Ava into bed. Do you know what Lucas sounds like when he laughs.

My eyes burned as a memory surfaced. Rebecca kneeling in the garden, Ava running through rows of flowers. A promise whispered beside a hospital bed. I will never abandon them.