The words punched me in the chest harder than any fist ever could have. I felt something cold and terrifying ignite behind my ribs. Not just anger. A feral kind of clarity.
“Get in the car.” I whispered to Talia.
“No. Please. It is fine. I just need to go inside and apologize. He gets upset sometimes. I should not have. I should have asked first.” Her voice fell apart like wet paper.
I lifted her into my arms. She was twenty seven years old, yet in that moment she weighed as little as she did the first day I held her in the hospital. I carried her across the muddy lawn. When I reached the porch steps, a refusal blossomed in me. I did not walk to the car. I turned toward the house.
“Papa. Please. No. I do not want anyone hurt.” Her fingers clawed weakly at my shirt.
“Nobody is getting hurt.” I said. “Not tonight.”
I reached the front door. My foot rose before my mind could catch up. The impact shook the frame, the door flying open and slamming into the wall with a crack like thunder. Brent, his brother Silas, and their mother Patrice stared at me. Bottles and cards were scattered on the coffee table. The smell of stale beer and cheap cologne choked the air.