“No,” I said. “I’m stepping out of the role you gave me. The one where I absorb everything so you don’t have to feel uncomfortable.”

I stepped back and held the door open.

They stood there, stunned by the fact that I wasn’t arguing. That I wasn’t begging. That I wasn’t folding.

My father’s eyes moved across my face, searching for weakness. Amanda’s lips pressed into a hard line. My mother looked like she was trying to decide which mask would work.

None of them did.

So they left.

I closed the door and locked it, then leaned my forehead against the wood for a long moment, breathing.

Lucy walked up slowly and climbed into my arms. She pressed her face into my shoulder the way she had in the hospital.

“Are we okay?” she asked, her voice muffled.

“Yes,” I said, holding her tightly. “We’re okay.”

And for the first time, it wasn’t a promise I was hoping to keep. It was a fact.