“Because I needed to know whether you could love me without it,” I said.
He swallowed.
“I married you.”
“Yes,” I said. “You did.”
He looked down.
I waited.
Finally he said, “That’s not fair either.”
Maybe it wasn’t. But fairness had not brought us to that table.
I folded my hands.
“I wanted one place in my life,” I said, “where I wasn’t being handled like an acquisition, a strategy, a family name, or a number on a sheet. I thought if I loved you honestly and lived simply and never made your ambition feel smaller, then what existed between us would be ours.”
He closed his eyes briefly.
“It was.”
“No,” I said, and my voice stayed soft. “Some of it was. That’s what makes this expensive.”
He had no answer to that.
A little later he said, almost to himself, “If I had known—”
“You didn’t ask,” I said.
That landed harder than anything else I said that day.
The divorce terms were straightforward because the paper was straightforward.