His grin was wide and young and genuinely happy.

That was the hardest part of the whole evening.

Not anger.

Not humiliation.

The sight of him being happy in a life whose terms I had helped create while he stood there not knowing that by afternoon he had already ended whatever mercy my silence might once have contained.

“Big night,” he said.

“Yes,” I said. “It is.”

Louise was already seated at table six.

She wore ivory silk and a strand of pearls too perfect to be sentimental. The seat card beside hers had my name on it. Across the table sat Bernard Caldwell, two developers I recognized, a council donor and his wife, and at the adjacent table, three people from Daniel’s firm.

One of them was the woman from the conference room.

Stephanie Voss.

I learned her name from the seating chart on the program.

She was a senior project manager at Caldwell & Reyes. Forty-one, if I remembered correctly from a holiday newsletter Daniel had once left on the counter. Efficient. Composed. Well-regarded. Divorced.

She wore black and looked, with impressive discipline, everywhere but at me.

Louise reached for my hand when I sat down.