The night before I left, I sat on the edge of my grandchildren’s bed. “Grandma might be taking a long trip soon,” I whispered. They wrapped small arms around my neck.
“Will you come back?” little Jonah asked, eyes shining.
“I do not know,” I answered honestly.
The next morning, while Tessa was out interviewing for a job at a local insurance office, movers arrived. They removed my personal furniture. My heirloom jewelry. My fine china. I left the cheaper items behind, like traces of a ghost. On the kitchen table, I placed a letter.
It read: “Since my existence disgusts you, I will give you what you desire. My absence. I sold everything. I am taking every dollar I earned. You will never have to tolerate me again.”
I did not sign it with love.
By sundown, I was on a plane to Sarasota, Florida. My lawyer’s contacts helped me establish a new identity legally. I rented a modest condominium with a view of the water and palm trees that swayed like whispered prayers. I opened a new account. I breathed.
For three months, silence.