At first she moved through the apartment like a guest afraid of overstaying. Apologizing for water glasses. For drawers opening. For taking showers longer than five minutes. The first week, every time I came home from work, I found her tidying something that didn’t need it. Coasters straightened. Mail stacked. Blankets folded. Trauma makes children into little unpaid concierges if you’re not careful.
“You don’t have to earn being here,” I told her one night after she apologized for leaving a cereal bowl in the sink.
She looked at me like I’d spoken another language.
“People always say that,” she said slowly, “but they don’t mean it.”
“I do.”
She nodded, but I could see the doubt sitting there. Not distrust of me exactly. Distrust of reality. It takes time for a nervous system to believe safety isn’t a trick.
Andrea moved fast.