The heat at Red Bluff Training Depot, somewhere in the barren outskirts of El Paso County, felt like a physical force. It clung to the skin, crawled beneath fatigues, and turned the morning into a trial before the day even began. The sun rose early there, dragging a curtain of white glare over the concrete and chain-link fences. The air smelled of hot metal and scorched sand, and the wind carried grit that gathered in your teeth if you dared open your mouth.

I was known as Private Peyton Winslow, twenty-six years old, allegedly from a little place in rural Arizona that no one could find without squinting at the map. I dressed like someone who had never quite fit anywhere. My boots were laced unevenly and my bun was regulation length but messy enough to invite scolding. I kept my gaze low and my movements timid because that was the assignment.