“It is not like your little shop where you can just drag in an old chair from the back and call it a day,” she continued with a sharp and dismissive smile. She spoke about my business with a condescending tone that made the heat of shame rise in my chest like a familiar fire.
Whitney touched my arm with a kind of false tenderness that she had perfected since we were teenagers. She suggested that I would feel more comfortable at the tavern across the street because it seemed much more my style.
My mother let out a short and mocking laugh while several other women pretended not to hear the cruelty being directed at me. She added that a dingy bar would suit my aesthetic perfectly and then turned away to speak with a woman who sold supplements on the internet.
Something inside me finally snapped because I was simply too exhausted to keep pretending that this treatment was accidental. I told Whitney that her suggestion was perfectly fine with me, which caused her to blink in genuine surprise at my sudden lack of resistance.