I ran three red lights. I laid on the horn. I didn’t care if I got pulled over; if a cop stopped me, it would only get us an escort faster.

By the time we hit the sliding glass doors of the pediatric triage desk at the local hospital, Leo’s lips were undeniably blue. His skin was cold and clammy. The triage nurse took one look at his face, the way his chest was retracting, and slammed her hand on a red button under her desk.

“Code Blue triage, need a stretcher overhead!” she yelled down the hall.

They didn’t ask for my insurance. They didn’t ask me to fill out a clipboard. They rushed him back immediately on a gurney, a swarm of doctors and nurses descending upon my tiny, terrified boy. I was pushed into a sterile waiting bay, left to pace the linoleum floor, my hands covered in my own cold sweat.

An hour later, the heavy curtain to Bay 4 pulled back. An ER attending physician, a tall man with graying hair and a grim, tightly controlled expression, stepped out. He held a tablet in his hands.

“Mrs. Vance?” he asked quietly.

“Yes. Is he okay? Can he breathe?”