Cause of death: sudden cardiac failure. Declared at Riverside Medical Center after what doctors described as an “irreversible collapse of heart rhythm.” I remembered the flatline’s steady tone. The cold lights. The quiet condolences. The forms I signed without reading. The numbness that swallowed everything whole.
And yet—
A memory stirred.
A doctor murmuring.
A nurse hesitating.
A phrase slipping through the haze:
“The readings don’t line up. Something’s wrong.”
I hadn’t questioned it. I was drowning.
Now I stared at the fresh mound of earth, and fear rose in my chest so violently I could barely swallow. I don’t remember deciding. The words tore themselves free.
“Open it.”
Gasps rippled through the cemetery. Someone dropped their bouquet. A man whispered that grief had shattered my mind.
But two groundskeepers saw my shaking hands. They saw Ethan’s face—ashen, pleading—and without another word, they began to dig.
Shovel after shovel.
Breath after breath.
Earth giving way to something I prayed—and feared—to find.