It took me a moment to recognize her because no father ever expects to see his grown daughter like that—on her knees, head bowed, shoulders hunched, rainwater streaming down her hair and face as if the sky itself were pressing her down—but when she lifted her eyes just enough for me to see the fear there, raw and unmistakable, I knew it was my daughter, Lily.

I threw the car door open and ran toward her, my shoes splashing through puddles, my breath coming too fast, too shallow.

“Lily?”

She flinched at the sound of my voice, panic flashing across her face, and she shook her head hard. “Dad, please,” she whispered, her voice barely louder than the rain. “Go. I’m fine. Please just go.”

That word—fine—was one I’d heard her use all her life whenever she was anything but. She’d said it at twelve when she was bullied at school, at seventeen when her first heartbreak shattered her confidence, at twenty-two when she insisted she didn’t need help moving apartments even though her hands were shaking.