It had lived in my mind for months by then. It had lived there since Thanksgiving, since the moment my marriage stopped being a disappointment and revealed itself as a criminal conspiracy wrapped in a silk tie.
As Judge Mercer stared across the courtroom, my mind slid backward through time to a humid Thursday in November—the exact day I stopped being prey.
I had gone to my mother’s house that Thanksgiving carrying two things: exhaustion and hope.
Exhaustion because I had spent the previous ninety-two hours inside negotiation rooms, on red-eye calls, and in conference suites that smelled like stale coffee and ambition, closing the Series A funding round for my company.
Hope because despite everything I already knew about my family, there was still some stubborn part of me—some ancient daughter-shaped wound—that wanted to walk through Brenda’s front door and hear, just once, “I’m proud of you.”