And yet, for all that, what I feel when I think of them is rarely rage anymore. Rage burns hot and brief. What remains is disappointment so clear it almost glows. Because parts of my childhood were good. Because my mother did sit up late sewing a hem before a competition. Because my father did teach me to throw, to stand square, to look a person in the eye when speaking hard truth. Because Rachel and I once built blanket forts in the den during storms and whispered stories after our parents went to bed. Because people are very seldom monsters in a pure narrative sense. Far more often they are ordinary enough to be loved and weak enough to betray.
That is why some injuries do not end when the court says sentence served.