I thought of Angela on the stand. Sofia’s drawings. Luca’s backpack by my bench. I thought of the white van two houses down. I thought of my mother at some polished country-club table saying my daughter has a place in Alexandria she hardly uses, and a listening ear taking note.

“No,” I said. “You may not be criminals in your self-image. But you committed crimes. There is a difference, and it’s not one I’m responsible for erasing.”

My father looked suddenly tired in a way I had never seen. “What happens after this?” he asked. “When it’s done.”

I understood the question. He was not asking about prison. He was asking whether the family would survive in any recognizable form.

“I don’t know,” I said, which was more generous than the certainty I actually felt.

My mother reached across the table. I moved my hands into my lap before she could touch them.

“Please,” she whispered. “Forgive us.”

I remember the overhead light humming. The guard at the far wall pretending not to listen. My own pulse, steady now.

“No,” I said.

My mother stared as if the word itself were indecent.