People love to imagine such visits as grand reconciliations deferred by pride. They are usually fluorescent disappointments. The federal holding facility smelled like bleach, cafeteria steam, and regulated despair. My parents sat across from me in the visitation room at a bolted metal table. No pearls. No club jacket. No porch rail to lean on and call a beer evidence of normalcy. Just two older people in county-issue clothing with the stripped look incarceration gives anyone whose identity depended heavily on environment.

My mother spoke first, because she always did when silence threatened to become honest. “Sarah, thank God you came.”

I sat down. “I’m here.”

“We need help,” she said immediately. “Your father’s blood pressure, my joints, this place is awful—”

“It’s jail,” I said.

She blinked as if I had been crude. My father leaned forward. “This has gone far enough.”

I looked at him for a long moment. “You’re awaiting federal prison sentencing for selling my house to a mob-linked shell company while a protected witness and her children were living there. I’m curious what part feels like enough to you.”

His jaw tightened. “We did not know that.”