I will never forget the sound of my own heartbeat echoing in my ears inside the Cedar Falls Family Court. My hands trembled as I sat on a hard wooden bench, fingers clenched together so tightly that my knuckles turned pale. Before me stood Judge Miriam Walsh, a woman known throughout the county for her sharp mind and colder reputation. She was reading documents submitted by my late husband’s brothers, men who wore tailored suits and smiles filled with poison.
My name is Natalie Ford. I was an unemployed widow fighting to keep the small apartment my mother in law had left behind. Her name had been Diane Keller. She had raised my son and loved him more fiercely than anyone else in this world. Now that she was gone, her sons Eric and Bryan Keller wanted the apartment for themselves. They had lawyers and money. I had only truth and fear.
Beside me sat my six year old son, Oliver Ford. His legs swung above the floor as he tried to appear calm. I had dressed him in a thrift store blazer because he insisted it made him look important. I never imagined how important he would become that day.