We converted the guest room into a nursery. Bought new clothes. Safe formula. We took turns with night feedings. Exhausted, but grateful.
Heather called once. James picked up. She asked to visit.
“Not yet,” he said firmly. “You need to finish parenting classes. Prove you’re safe.”
She didn’t argue.
I didn’t hear from her for a month.
Then one morning, I got a letter. Handwritten. No return address.
I don’t expect you to forgive me.
I know I failed Emery. I thought I was doing my best. But I let love blind me.
I’m going to therapy. I’m in the classes. I’m going to try to fix what I broke.
I hope one day you can tell her I loved her. Even if I didn’t deserve to raise her.
No signature. But I knew it was Heather.
I folded the letter and kept it. Not for her. For Emery.
One day, if she asks, I’ll tell her the truth—not all the details, but enough.
That she had a mother who made terrible choices.
And an aunt and uncle who chose her.