I thought about it for a second.

What I felt now wasn’t the first wildfire of rage. It was steadier. Cleaner.

“I’m not letting them hurt you,” I said.

She nodded as if that was the only answer that mattered.

Later, as I tucked her in, she looked up sleepily and whispered, “Thank you for coming.”

My throat tightened so hard it hurt.

“Always,” I said. “I always come.”

If anyone asks me now whether I went too far, I think of Ellie pressing her hands against hot glass, waiting for people who had decided a little girl’s fear was a fair price for their fun.

Then I think of her asleep in her own bed months later, safe enough to dream.

No.

I didn’t go too far.

I finally went far enough.