Lila lay on the table, anesthesia pulling her under.
Peaceful.
Almost innocent.

But innocence isn’t how you look.
It’s what you choose.

I stepped into the operating room.
The lights erased every shadow.

I picked up the marking pen.

Normally, I followed ratios.
Symmetry.
Mathematics masquerading as beauty.

Today, I followed memory.

I traced her nose.
Marked a slight bump — like mine.

Her jaw was soft.
I sharpened it into my own severity.

She stopped being a patient.

She became material.

My hand trembled once.

This was malpractice.
Career-ending.

Then I remembered the word she used.

Hag.

“Scalpel,” I said.

The blade caught the light.

“We’re doing a full reconstruction.”

The first cut bloomed red.

There was no return.

Chapter 3: The Hands That Remember

Nine hours disappeared.

I broke her nose.
Reset it with the same asymmetry Thomas used to kiss.

I filed her chin.
Harvested cartilage.
Rebuilt the tip with my signature droop.

I reshaped her eyes — not to brighten them, but to age them.
Weight instead of youth.

One nurse whispered, “You’re aging her.”

“I’m giving her presence,” I replied.
“Presence has a cost.”

Hundreds of microscopic sutures closed the skin.

It wasn’t surgery.

It was replication.