Lila lay on the table, anesthesia pulling her under.
Peaceful.
Almost innocent.
But innocence isn’t how you look.
It’s what you choose.
I stepped into the operating room.
The lights erased every shadow.
I picked up the marking pen.
Normally, I followed ratios.
Symmetry.
Mathematics masquerading as beauty.
Today, I followed memory.
I traced her nose.
Marked a slight bump — like mine.
Her jaw was soft.
I sharpened it into my own severity.
She stopped being a patient.
She became material.
My hand trembled once.
This was malpractice.
Career-ending.
Then I remembered the word she used.
Hag.
“Scalpel,” I said.
The blade caught the light.
“We’re doing a full reconstruction.”
The first cut bloomed red.
There was no return.

Chapter 3: The Hands That Remember
Nine hours disappeared.
I broke her nose.
Reset it with the same asymmetry Thomas used to kiss.
I filed her chin.
Harvested cartilage.
Rebuilt the tip with my signature droop.
I reshaped her eyes — not to brighten them, but to age them.
Weight instead of youth.
One nurse whispered, “You’re aging her.”
“I’m giving her presence,” I replied.
“Presence has a cost.”
Hundreds of microscopic sutures closed the skin.
It wasn’t surgery.
It was replication.