“Mrs. Simmons, the court began five minutes ago. If your attorney is not present within a reasonable amount of time, I will have to proceed on the assumption that you are appearing pro se.”
“She’s coming,” I said. “Please. She’s coming.”
Judge Henderson looked at the clock above the clerk’s station and then back at me.
I saw it then in his expression. The thing I had dreaded most.
Pity.
Not much. Just a flicker. A judge’s private, disciplined recognition that a woman sitting alone against Garrison Ford in an asset-heavy divorce might as well already be underwater.
From the plaintiff’s table, Keith leaned back in his chair and crossed his arms.
“She’s stalling,” he said. Not quite to the judge. Not quite not. “She doesn’t have anybody.”
“Mr. Simmons,” Henderson snapped.
But Keith had already warmed to his cruelty.
“She had months to prepare. I offered her a generous settlement last week—fifty thousand dollars and the Lexus. She refused because she thought she could get emotional leverage or maybe a sympathy delay.” He turned and looked directly at me. “You should have taken it, Grace. I told you no one was going to save you.”
That was the first time he’d said my name all morning.