I called it Rebirth because Helena said anything subtler would be dishonest and because at some point the body gets tired of pretending it isn’t shedding entire versions of itself.
The gallery was all white walls and pooled light and expensive people trying to look accidental inside their own curiosity. The paintings hung large and unapologetic. Crimson and ash. Gold scored through charcoal. Women-shaped absences. Windows cracked open from the inside. A series of smaller pieces in blue and rust that looked to everyone else like abstract tension and to me like account freezes, courthouse elevators, and the cold view from the witness stand.
At the center of the back wall hung a canvas six feet tall, almost entirely white except for a vertical eruption of black and silver breaking through a field of red-gold beneath it.
Helena titled it The Iron Gavel before I could stop her.
I had painted it two weeks after the first hearing, not because I was thinking of my mother exactly, but because I was trying to capture what it felt like when power entered a room and turned humiliation around without lowering itself into spectacle.
The red dot went up beside it before the first hour was done.