“Don’t call the police yet,” I told the doctor, wiping away my tears. “I need to go home.” “I can’t let you go back to that environment; it’s dangerous.” “They don’t understand. If I report them now, they’ll get lawyers, hide the money, play the victim. I need them to confess. I need them to see me.”

I returned home at dusk. My parents and Emily were in the living room watching television, that image of a happy family they so liked to project. “Amelia!” my mother exclaimed when she saw me come in. “We were worried sick! Where were you? We called your work and they said you left at noon.”

I went into the room. I hadn’t taken my afternoon pills. The IV drip at the hospital had helped a little. I felt a sharp pain in my legs, a pain that I’d once been told was “bad,” but that I now knew was life returning to my muscles.

“I went for a walk,” I said, my voice sounding strangely calm. “I needed to think.” “Think about what, honey?” my father asked, turning off the TV. “About the future. About us.”